I was a very naÃ¯ve teenager although I didn’t know it at the time. Lol. My peers were probably enjoying their onanism whilst I tried in vain to bring myself off by inserting fingers inside myself.
To me sex was all about having penetration. I didn’t have a clue what a clitoris was and how you can stimulate yourself to some very powerful, toe curling orgasms by massaging it in the right way. That was something I would find out much, much later in life.
Even when I had my first boyfriend it was all about being penetrated by his cock. I can’t even remember him going down on me. A little bit of finger fucking as a prelude to him pushing his hardon inside me and that was it.
I vaguely remember one of my friends loaning me a clandestine copy of Anais Nin and me not really “getting it”, how true those words were in both senses of the word. Suze was totally clueless and my other friends must have been enjoying the delights of self love.
Had I known back then what I know now I would have been playing with myself every day. 😉 Returning to what I was saying a moment ago, I didn’t discover my clitoris and the mind blowing orgasms it can induce until about 3 years ago.
I know. It was whilst experimenting in bed with Alex that we both discovered just how pleasurable clitoral stimulation can be. Can you believe it took me all that time to find my clit! And now I can’t stop playing with it. 😉
I’ve missed out on years of self pleasure…but I’m making up for it now.