A Necessary Evil

Yes, the title of this post expresses exactly the way I feel today.  I’ll fill you in.  Today we returned to the garage to take another look at the car we spotted yesterday.  Most of last night was spent milling over the possibility of winning the lottery or having to take out finance forever on a new vehicle.

After deliberating about it until the wee small hours over several glasses of red wine, more than I should have had, we decided to take the plunge.  I need a car which is reliable to be able to get to work and need to go to work to pay for the bloody thing.  Ironic, eh!  Is that a catch 22 situation?  Or something else…anyway…

We got a very good deal, if that is possible in the car sales arena.  The car is not a performance vehicle but will get me from a to b, not very fast but fast enough.  Lol

I should be happy that I am getting a new car having driven an old banger since mine was written off a while back.

But I’m not for two reasons, the first obviously being the financial commitment each month till the end of time.  And the later is the more hard hitting.

Regular readers will recall that we were supposed to be getting hitched this year.  New readers can catch up by reading this post.  We had both been saving a little each month with the intention of having a small civil service and a holiday, which we both need.

The money we had both saved over this year has now been used as a deposit for my car and that is why I am so unhappy, no I’m not…I’m totally pissed off!  It seems that Alex and I are doomed to never tie the knot.  *sigh*

10 thoughts on “A Necessary Evil

  1. That is so sad! It’s amazing how much it costs to work – financially, emotionally, and in terms of stress and physical tiredness.

  2. I think you should create an “Alex and Suze Intimate Pictures” site, with either a small, regular subscription (if you keep adding new stuff) or a one off payment for permanent access. And that could be your wedding fund!

    I bet you’d have some takers!

  3. I know just how you feel – Mr SD and I were going to get married next month but things keep coming up and it isnt going to happen.

    I guess at the end of the day it doesnt matter as long as you are together but I so want to be his wife!

    I hope you get your day soon.

    Ms SD

  4. We’ve all gone through such situation at a moment or other so I do feel for you. It’s tough and unfair but you’ll do it and it’s going to be one of the happiest day of your life! Big hug

  5. Thats very sad news suze, but at least your together, sharing your lives, a piece of paper making it formal wont change anything, and the day will come when you can seal the deal..lol
    keep smiling and now that you have a new ride you’ll have to break it in..wink

  6. I had always imagined you were married! Your day will come. In the meantime i think you should celebrate the fact you are so together.
    Nxx

  7. Suze…i understand being upset with things popping up and perhaps setting you back…but you are both together and enjoying your life together…your day will come…i know it. xoxo

  8. Sorry to hear this Suze, but your devotion to each other puts a lot of ‘officially’ married couples to shame. Still, it’s good to be able to show that commitment to the world with a formal ceremony. Look on the bright side, if you wait a little you might even get some decent weather.

  9. Alfie, you are right. We will just have to wait until we have the funds and the family will have to settle for a ride in the new car for Christmas. Lol

    Miss U, that is a great idea! I just need some readers to take it up. 😉

    Ms SD, I’m sorry to hear that you won’t be able to tie the knot either. Maybe we should have a joint wedding.

    Froggy, thanks! I’m sure it will be worth waiting for and until then we can still have fun.

    Jack, you are right, we can still share and fuck like bunnies! Thanks for the good wishes. 🙂

    N, I wish! True we should embrace our togetherness.

    Jenn, I know, I just want to make an honest man of him.

    DP, thanks, I’ll just have to be patient. I’ll have to invite all our readers…that would be a great reception.

    FC, true, I just want to show my commitment and get a nice ring. Lol Only joking.

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